Can I Go Forward When My Heart is Here?

I've been here for five weeks now. I can't believe it. I don't know whether I want to come home and be a real person again.
But then, my nephews and niece are asking for me, so maybe I'd better head out before they don't care anymore.
Argh. I don't know how I feel about leaving this place again.

I'm not going to think about it.